all part of growing up

It frustrates me mostly when I'm seeing someone and it doesn't last without trying to sound like too much of a cliche it's like someones wet their fingers and dubbed out the match, I feel like screaming "I have so much love to give". I guess the sensible thing to remember is that these people it doesn't work with are not going to be able to handle all my loving - not that kind. Now is the time to keep the water that flows through me flowing and not let it turn to ice, these guys haven't really done anything wrong, we just didn't meet on a good level or our paths were just crossing. I guess another thing to do would be not to analyse it too much, but at the same time, these things always have a way of informing a future event. On a good note I feel like I've been kind of dumbstruck for a month or so, and it feels great to have myself back, I just wonder is it possible to do this again without losing track of myself...