Where am I?

I want to be with people

But I dont

I want to dance

But I dont

I want to sing

But I dont

I want to smile 

But I dont

I want to know the answers, but I dont.

sealife

avoidance

explosion of dreams

harness ideas

sail with this is mind

but with the wind of the fearless

tidal

attract

repel

attract

like two ends of a magnate

pushing

pulling

Pursuit of Colour

Soon I want to start another blog, 

for my visually creative work alongside what I am doing in uni, 

it's a belated pursuit... 

'Let's Go'. Arcade Fire Words.

Here it is

Where does my creation go

Its wired

I feel pretty pro active

however saying this

I don't want to speak too soon

and end up on a stray path

somewhere out in Scotland

(literally I wouldn't mind

though metaphorically I would)

Excuse me a moment while I pause for thought and a trip to the kitchen for some of that malted night time drink...

Here it is

the night time

the time of day where I feel most at ease

I stir my drink

feel myself relax a little

this exercise tonight is a little self indulgent

Why shouldn't it be

This sort of indulgence

It irons out the creases in my head

It's been a heavy week

not for me

but the people I love

I hope 

and I listen

I am already doing enough

I hope just once more

That I can help them 

For how much they have helped me

Morning Sleepy

I need another new notebook, I made it a wee mission to buy a new notebook as soon as the other had come to a close, the same brand was too far away to be forgiving, So I ordered one on the line, however, being of a brand I assumed would cut it, it didn't, which means I'm left with something that isn't a pleasure to work with. 

Life is too short not to be happy.

Every day is yours to make your own.

Making music again is beautiful, performing however, is like starting all over again.

More challenges, more smiles, miles, work files.

I want to learn/improve on an instrument.

I've been swimming lots but I haven't been swimming this week, its still early days, I just got used to going more frequently over the holidays, note to self; 'swim'.

Things are happening, that I have made happen... 

progress.

I wouldn't mind however a really solid night of dancing, I think a trip to the city is in store, I need to go to that club Ive been raving without and about since i was 15, and see what all le fuss is about.

Simple things make life a nicer place.

Good Morning Whales.

 

Belly

Last night a hole in the house an a whole lot of jelly

Fair to say… it all got too smelly

Today after a dream of the white mouse

I felt only capable of watching telly

Alas tonight cleaning up the fight

I find there is a lot more than orange juice to fill your belly

So many full belly’s it fills mine with fire

Current Fashion

An empty space

For what to replace

Replace

Place

I see your face

Follow a trace

Along the line

A part in time

Time shared 

Time cared

Feelings spread via infrared

Left feeling part dead

Or off your head

Time to be serious now

Time to be