''have you got your cheque book?''

It's not too late at night, but I'm pretty shattered, how come I always end up blogging massive posts when my head feels like it's being squashed between two walls (well we haven't quite got to massive by the third sentence I'm thinking). It's probably because I've been with people most of the week and I'm bored of my own company already and the 5 am bed time after failing to see sunrise has made me a little emo', which strangely is appreciated because I've felt a little lacking in sensitivity lately.

Anyway theories aside, feeling like a ramble, both verbally/non-verbally cuz' this is typed innit' & physically. The first is already underway, it's nice I can feel my sensitive side poking its head out maybe of my own 'donkey' if that's where it's been... (You'll have to excuse and or put up with the indifferent wording I'm afraid - oh wait that's me acting like a donkey again, is it.)
The second I should hopefully (because I like to hope - 'hope for a generation' an all that) be undertaking, which If I was feeling superstitious I might regret using that word as it may come across as a bad omen. Wow, note to self, seriously a little freaked out by how much I'm reading into my own thoughts, not sure if its good or bad... will I ever finish typing this paragraph!
[I'll start again]
The second 'ramble' will be underway in little over a week from now, me and 11 others, most of whom I know and a handful of whom are dear friends, will be setting out on our little Czech adventure to stay on a remote farm an hour away from Prague in 'the back of the beyond' of Central Bohemia.

That's that 'ramble' over, feel no need to ramble about it further.

I have a meeting tomorrow which I'm a little nervous about,
so I should chill then sleep, I'm kinda prepared for half of it, but feel very naked and exposed about the other half, because I'm meant to be meeting two people about different things..

And in the morning my friend is getting some friends together in the park for her birthday ( the park with the pencil-tree in it >>), so hopefully Mr sun will play for at least one more day, Thad be nice.

I don't really know if I'm going to get up tomorrow, I left my phone at an exhibition Friday luckily the staff have found it but I won't have it back til the morning.. so this means no alarm.
Sorry I feel the need to apologise for the wandering but who the 'eck am I even apologising to. Ha.
This post just looks a little drunk on read back, thoughts must just be a little drunk, in my defence my computer re-spells things before I get the chance to spell check.

Right sleep.

'Keep Wrong'