Talking to pages

It's new, it's different and it's not so perfect as before, but I am attracted to it. It's bigger and maybe a little more intense, a larger less rounded commitment. It's not so obviously cool, It feels maturer and I should set my old one down in the 'well written & permanent pile' because as a friend kinda said the other day, even if you start a new book, feeling like you have finished writing your feelings into the the old one, you will still carry that book with you - and that's okay because that old book is part of your history and you had that book even before you knew you would be entering your feelings into this one.