You really cant wait for this to end.
You need to make it something worth ending.
But if you're life were ending, then it should be something worth ending.
Theres something great in the future, you can feel it, maybe thats why you're frustrated in the present.
It could very well be a niave prediction like the one your mothers had, when they thought getting married would fill their lives, and after the children had grown up and they'd made enough money they could live like they had wanted to in their twenties.
You feel the hard times ahead, Not feeling ungreatful, for what you have is much more than many.
What you're lacking is the courage to embrace it.
You can be a good writer, You can be a good singer, You can be a good artist, You can make a difference.
It's not a case of cant cook wont cook, You can cook but You wont.
Your dragging your feet, is it because you have given up or because you want to stay behind.
