Since I last wrote I have jouneyed through a range of emotions. Beginning I think maybe with a feeling of attraction to this beautiful man I met about a month ago. He composed me a song for my birthday that is like nothing I've heard and is probably one of the nicest things someones done for me.
He is a thinker, he writes amazing words as well as music and just has something so kind and earnest in his aura... truth is I can't stop thinking about him when I'm doing nothing in particular, and although this is dreamy and romantic its also a bit hard to deal with. Can you give me the strength to channel this positive energy into my work.
I am so happy that I have begun singing, Sunday was very intense, I was feeling so much through singing, I began to laugh uncontrollably, I also thought I was going to cry, It was all so amazing.